A letter never posted

A letter never posted....

A goodbye never clearly said....

It might be dramatic for some people but this is what exactly you wanted me to do.  I mean no longer available for anyone.Getting ignored and heartbroken has made me vulnerable in my life.  I don't know if I mean doing right or wrong or just over reacting but I have come to a point where I mean giving up on your for real. I know you never asked me to stay but I assumed I was if not important but needed in your life but how couldn't I get the fact that I was there only because no one was.  I was just an option not a choice, maybe that's the reason I was never accepted.  This is entirely my fault,  you are not at fault but the only issue I have is you claimed to know me inside out then why couldn't you see I was falling in a dark pit. I'll again repeat my works you are not at fault but you very well know how does it feel to be nothing for someone who is very important for you.  Maybe I m obsessed or just imaging these feelings. I don't know of it is love or not but I do have really strong feeling and how hard I try,  they don't fade away. I am unable to hate you for even few hours. I don't have the courage to give you this letter as I know you'll again think it's a drama or just say something really hurtful. I don't wanna be hurt any more.  If any day you come across this than its a sign that I hand really moved out.  I m never returning back.  This isn't a suicide letter, because you are right I don't even have this much courage. I wish I forget you. How strange even there was nothing romantic I felt so strong emotions when you barely noticed my presence. Well you did!

 Hi! this a world dedicated to raw feelings. we often know what we are experiencing but when we come to expressing we fail not because we are unable to say it out aloud but our fear of not making the other person feel bad. Being nice is not an evil thing. People are there to take advantages of you and letting them do that is evil. God helps those who help themselves.
Miss. Anonymous
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